I found my fathers’ handwritten testimony. I could not decide if I wanted it posted on here. I remember him speaking it in church many years ago. After some thought, I decided he would want the world to see for themselves what God has done in his life. I also found other handwritten passages by him. Some of them include:
- “Never let your happiness depend on your possessions. You will be disappointed every time.”
- “All glory to HIM who saved me!”
- “Don’t be idle.”
Below are his words written around the age of 30.
~ Sheri
I am not hear to glorify myself but the Son of God.
Though ashamed of my past, it adds to Gods glory. Before I became a Christian, I was a very sinful man. I was constantly drunk and heavily involved with drugs. I was a liar, an adulterer and a thief. Stealing was a big thing for me. I did it to get money for liquor and drugs. I also enjoyed the challenge of stealing and the victory when I got over on someone else. I had felonies, accidents, 3 DWI’s, and many brushes with the law. I felt sorry for myself. I judged others, always looking for imperfections in other people, rather than their good points. I had a poor opinion of myself and had little will to live. I was lost.
Years later, this lifestyle lost glamour. My body was ready to give out. 10 years of steady drunk – alcohol had a firm grip on me. I was scared of death. I was overweight, had chest pains, tired a lot, stomach hurt all the time, I had an accident at work and I was sober for 2 weeks. My body craved and it was sheer terror. I felt very empty.
Death was near with eternal destruction following.
I decided I wanted to end this unfulfilled life I was suffering. I prayed to God for help with my addiction problems, but I didn’t want the help to cost anything. I still wanted to go about sinning. I wanted deliverance from sorrow and problems, but not from sin.
Then one night, two Christians came to my house. They told me Christs’ love for me is so great that He willingly died on the cross in my place so that my sins would be paid for and my unworthy soul could receive the precious gift of eternal life.
By the grace of God, I am a completely different person. With Gods help, I have had no drugs or alcohol. The addiction was a big struggle, but it got easier. I feel a thirst to learn Christs’ teachings and put them into practice in my everyday life. I enjoy Christian fellowship. I try to put my fellow mans needs before my own. I gave my life to Christ. With Gods help, I began building on a new foundation. My whole attitude has changed by the grace of God. My problems no longer overwhelm me. My life has purpose. I am found!
It’s been almost a year since I accepted Christ. I no longer feel sorry for myself. I have an abundant life. He has started a good work in me. I am confident he will keep working in me until He takes me home to live with Him forever.
Mark Schaumann























